- I’m tired. Tired physically. This pregnancy tired is truly like none other!
- Frustrated. With people who don’t celebrate Christmas and are making it their mission to question every one of the reasons we Christians celebrate the season. You know what I wanna say? Get your hiney off your high horse, leave us Christians alone, and let us worship our Savior as we see fit. Thankyouverymuch. And, while I’m on it, please stop judging and assuming my heart’s focused on worshipping a Christmas tree in my house and buying gifts and Santa. Because it’s not.
- Anxious about tomorrow morning’s doctor appointment. Is it normal before every appointment to get a little anxious and worry that something is going to be wrong?
- Feeling like we’re living in Kansas and the big ole’ tornado is on its way. What’s with this crazy wind and rain? Gee Whiz!
- Feeling pudgy. I swear I feel like I blew up and swallowed a kids’ inner-tube and it’s settled right on my waistline. Apparently it looks that way, too, as two different women have commented on my “pudgy belly”. Thanks, y’all. Pregnant or not, I don’t want be “pudgy”.
- Worried that I’ve done, eaten, or taken something that could’ve harmed this baby. I’ve only had a handful of diet cokes in the last couple of months, and I’m limiting my Sprite Zero intake (thanks to aspartame) and hardly drinking coffee at all (decaf regardless) because I like Splenda in my coffee. But have I done enough?
- Looking forward to a 5K on Saturday. It’s the Children’s Hospital’s Reindeer Run, one of my favorite 5Ks of the year. Sure, I won’t break any of my time records as I’ve hardly exercised lately, but I’m looking forward to running / walking a great route through a beautiful downtown and college campus and seeing lots of friends.
- Competitive! Tim’s decided to run in a half in March. And it’s driving me batty that I can’t do it, too. I know I have no business trying to run a half marathon in March, when I’d be 6 months pregnant. And he certainly doesn’t expect me to. But why does it bother me?
- Wishing this sinus headache would go away! Not taking anything for it and just hoping it’ll pass is no fun!
- Tired. But I think I’ve mentioned that one!
- Thinking our tree needs some pizzazz this season. It just seems dinky. Bare. Not sure why. . . .
- Wondering how Belle is escaping from the back yard and we have yet to find the first hole.
- Hopeful. I realize this entire list is pretty down-and-out and whiney. I’m sorry, but it’s just my emotions right now and I need to get them out! But, regardless of all these worries, I’m hopeful. I’m choosing hope and remembering that God is always with me. Zephaniah 3:17. How can I complain with that knowledge?
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praying for you! pregnancy magnifies every emotion and that's ok. we are hear to listen! :) hope your ultrasound goes wonderful. can't wait to hear about it!
HORMONES.
It happens to ALL of us. I was putting away sippy cups today when I realized that I would be back in the bottle business soon. I BURST into tears. Still not sure why since I am soooo excited about being pregnant again, but the thought of having to wash bottles again so soon still makes me want to cry right this second!
Oh girl. REading this reminded me of my ownself when I was pregnant. I could relate to ALL of that - especially the tired part and being worried at every appointment. I did the same thing!
All emotions and feeling are on steroids right now thanks to the excess of hormones. Hang in there - you'll feel like yourself again soon, except it will be way better because you'll be holding your precious gift in your arms!!!
I can so tell you are pregnant by this post! Welcome to Mommyhood-questioning your every move! I was like you always worried that I did something wrong, and would hurt the baby. You are doing great! I gained 14 pounds my first trimester without even trying, I had to wear maternity pants when I hit like 7 weeks pregnant, so don't feel bad! Have a great day, sit back, relax, and know you str not alone in this! PS-After 5 months you should not run, that's what my DR told me, so don't feel guilty about the marathon!
I kinda glanced at the comments above...yep. Pregnant. Sounds normal. Relax. Breathe. But your points are pretty right on, hormones or not. This time should pass, a little turbulently, but when pudgy turns to baby-belly and that first movement takes place, well, that should help turn things around a bit. THat's what I hear anyway. A friend of mine moved to maternity clothes early just to keep people from commenting. Then got tired of the clothes. What can you say? Ellie Grace has a cousin on the way. :) Jenn
who knew that my story on my post was just what you needed? I just read your comment. :) It's scary for me to post my stories. I have more slated. If I stay brave. Anyway glad this one lifted your heart. :) Thanks!! Jenn
P.S. On the headaches. Vicks vapor rub - my cousin says put it on your temples and base of the neck, but that's too messy for me -- just smelling it helps me. BUT she also says to massage the fleshy part (between the thumb and finger) of one hand. Massage both the topside and palm side at same time. It sometimes works for me. Also, ask your doc about oral magnesium - it's suppose to be 'harmless' and help with migraines. ??
Oh Bethany, I feel for you! See, you can tell you're a Mom now because all Moms worry about their babies, even if it isn't necessary. Just remember that the Lord has already planned out this little one's life and He is always in control. I drank diet cokes and Starbucks Frappuccinos with Lily and she turned out just fine. That's what happens when you're the 3rd one....Momma gets a little more relaxed. LOL! I am so excited to get to follow along with you and then see pictures of your little one when he/she is born. Such a miracle :) I hope that the tiredness will be gone in a few weeks and that you'll feel much better. Have a great rest of the week!!
Thankyouverymuch about the Christmas thing. Enuff said.
And just for the record.....I have had 5 children & drank Diet Coke through all pregnancies........ and they all turned out perfectly healthy.
Except for Emily...... with the chromosome deletion....but that had nothing to do with it. I promise!
Bethany...I can totally relate to the pregnancy tired. Kinda makes it hard to think straight and feel like your normal self. I will be praying tonight that your appointment goes well. I had my appointment today and was still a pile of nerves before I got to see our little on on the ultrasound screen. I keep reminding myself that the Lord is in control and I need to continue to put my faith in Him.
P.S. Don't ever worry about feeling like you sound whiney. It's your blog and you have the right to share what's on your mind! :)
Gotta love those horomones! They make you feel just crazy and somehow delete the filter between your brain and your mouth. A girl in my office told me how fat I was getting and my response was, "Well, I'm pregnant. What's your excuse?" SO not something I would normally say (out loud) but she left me alone after that! And keep sharing with us, no matter how whiny you feel. I promise, all the mamas are sympathizing and not judging!
I feel your pain girl. Strangely enough I have not had the fatigue, but nauseau galore so have been on zofran for the past 3 weeks. I know pregnant ladies take it all the time, but still I worry. And to top it off, it appears I've had the stomach flu 2x in the past 3 weeks. Apparently for me, looking at someone is enough to contract that virus. And even on zofran and phenergan I still threw up at least 10-12 times each time. YUCK!! Good luck with the appt tomorrow. I am confident everything will be fine! And yes I think it's normal to get nervous. I am already getting so for my appt on the 18th.
You're so adorable! I skimmed the comments above - it is so normal to have those kinds of feelings! There is truly nothing like pregnancy tired!
I loved the "Bradley Method" diet. It helps you to eat foods that your body needs to support your baby's development at each stage of development. Like when the brain is developing getting enough Omega 3's and B vitamins, etc.
While the Dr. sometimes said it was "ok - or considered a class B" to take meds - like allergy medications,etc. I still always erred on the side of caution and stuck things out as naturally as possible. (Used things like "simply saline" to help clear my nasal passages instead of taking Sudafed, etc.) But I'm sure some would think that extreme.
The best advice I can offer is to spend time in prayer and listening to what the Holy Spirit prompts you to do (or not to do respectively.) It is something that carries way past pregnancy and birth into so many other facets of parenting. So building that foundation of parenting now will be huge for you & your hubby. Prayer helps to dispel the fear and worry. I am agreeing in prayer with you for both your health and your babies health!
Peace and blessings to you!
Bless you, Friend! You wrote about all things familiar. Pregnancy does magnify emotions, like your other friend said. The Lord will give you all that you need; peace when all seems chaotic, love when others seem to feel the need to give their inappropriate 2 cents, and reassurance when you feel weary about the unknown. Love you...and "fear not"! <3 Karrie
You are so cute! I think you need to stop worrying and just get some rest and try to take care, and rest in the Lord. I don't know where I have been....but I am wondering if I even knew that you were pregnant? ( I am forgetful these days) I am excited for you though and I will pray for you pretty lady.
Oh, and I wanted to tell you that your blog is so bright and cheerful. It makes me feel happy just coming here to visit.
Linda @ Truthful Tidbits
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